Huuuuuff after very long day, finally i will try again to shout out my opinion in very inappropriate place ever..
World, this is my country Indonesia. I don't notice what day it is now. Out there the atmosphere of mourning is so ridiculous suit with my feeling right now. Though i even never try to care about it. But somehow i feel like i am in their position crying out loud depressed more than i have ever had.
Long time since my last post in this silly blog and my life change a lot already.
Then i hate this more and more.
Yesterday for the very first time it felt amazing, people out there has destroyed all the way i get and i realized that in this world is really nothing can be pured spread through life without it..
Is this never can not be mine?
Or it should not be mine?
And not for people that i thought they proper to have it.

YOU OUT THERE NEVER FEEL AND NEVER BE IN MY POSITION BE MEE..
YOU KNOW WHATAMI DOIN HUH EVERY NIGHT?
I know i am frustrated. You never in my position but you all seems judge me a long way you could be. Whatever!!!!
Alone is my friend OK i get it!